Doogie Howser and Semi-Dirty Desktops

So I've never done this before... writing for myself I mean. And right now the only thing going through my head is the Doogie Howser M.D. theme music. Remember how at the end of every episode he typed up his thoughts of the day on his futuristic blue-screened home computer, surely financed by his generous salary considering he was a 13-year old doctor.

So ya.. I sorta feel like Doogie Howser right now, and I have a feeling if I can get myself to continue writing on here, I'll write more for the "reader" than for myself... unlike Doogie. I don't think I'll really wriet much on here tonight since I want to try and get some sleep tonight and finish up the book I've been reading to see if the calligrapher guy marries his weird girlfriend. I guess my thoughts can be summed up by what I spent awhile earlier doing: surfing the net for pictures of St. John in the Virgin Islands where I am "moving" in August. Looking at stuff to read about the islands, reading the message board at vinow.com.

Here's how bad it is: I found some website of what must be a ridiculously well off couple who had their honeymoon on St. John and had posted a bunch of pictures (along w/ about 5 other trips around the globe the in past 2 years). Anyway, the girl is just fucking gorgeous. And one of the pictures they have literally looks professional... Its of her wading into the crystal-clear water at Trunk Bay, one of the most beautiful beaches on the island. I was drawn to the picture immediately, not only because of how beautiful the water was but because this girl had a world-class perfect ass on her, and clicked the thumbnail until the image was filling my desktop. Wow, I thought, I am seriously going to live in this place in about 3 and a half month. So I spent 15 minutes on photoshop airbrushing out the snorkelers in the distance... haha so its just this girl stepping into paradise, and put "August 15, 2004 - St. John, USVI" on the bottom and now its up as my desktop. I smiled as I put it up but realized that I'll probably take it down cause it would be weird if Ashley saw it. I mean she'd read it as I can't wait to get down to the Islands so I can have some torrid love affair and forget all about her.. As opposed to "I can't wait to get down to the Islands to have something new happen in my life.. and that girl is hot and has a great ass and that just adds to my enjoyment of this picture." I'm not really sure how different those are... Oh well.

I'm going to go to bed, maybe i'll get into this, i sure wrote a hell of a lot more than i thought i would.