This one's for James

Damn.. its been awhile! and unfortunately i don't think this will be too much of a quality blog. As a matter of fact just a few things:

1. there is no way to give the full update on everyhting that has happened.. haha maybe i'll attempt that sometime but not tonight.
2. even though some days (including this morning) are hard and I think it all might fall apart again, i'm extremely luck - job, car, aparment, friends, family, health - it could be worse.
3. i miss colorado but i still love things about iowa.. its sad to say but i stepped out into the cold and could just smell winter the other day and ya.. there was a tiny little part of me that liked it - i still can't believe i left the island so early!!! But ya James and Laura I miss you a ton and sucks we couldn't do the annual holiday thing together as usual this year - wish I could have been there.

OK, i'm gonna finish my pizza, but promise one day i'll get back into doing this and actually putting down what i'm going through and feeling - it would probably be good for me these days.. Keep on keeping on MY BOY.....